The words almost fell out
and yet I choked.
All of my thoughts, mad and perpetual, I hid them from you,
but even if I let them out, no one would listen and so will you
each of them, voiceless, unheard, drained from the power they deserve.
I was scared and still I am
not really knowing what i am sacred of
Uncertainties swallowing my soul, pinning me down to a fatal fall
Uncertain of all the possibilities
Uncertain if these emotions are real
Uncertain if you would take me
Uncertain if I am drowning for the right person
Uncertain if my heart is still beating
I am hiding behind bars of solid lies
Denial echoed over and over until the truth, all of it, got drenched in blood and gold
but above every pretension, behind the mask, beneath all shadows,
there was love,
there is love.
Darling, I am hurting because I am in love with you. I love you. This is the honest truth